i wish u would spare a minute of ur tyme, to read this blog i wrote bout u...but it wil nt matter animore, becoz i've decided to break up wif u aft de 1st dae of raye.. :'( im too broken to type animore..bye Hubbie and 010508

haix..mae went to hospital a few daes back due to ashtma attack..this is de first tyme she was sent to de hosp..i took care of her since todae..i dun wan her to get worse..

but i haven mit my dearest hubbie for 3 days alrd..i miss hym so much..does he mish mie? hmmmm..i wan to mit hym but i dun dare to ask my mom..coz shes stil sick..hmmm..i duno how long i haf to wait for de chnce to finalli mit hym..haixx....!! i miss u larh bie!!! i wan u now! get it, NOW!!!!!!!!!!..

bie..ure slpin nw..i didnt wana wake u up, but i cnt take it..i mishh u so much..i wana b with u de whole tyme..luckily i get to mit u a few hrs jus nw..or else i gona go crazy coz i wil mish u lyke hell..i dun care how long it takes or how hard its gona b for us to finally get married..but i wil take every single step with u..i wil nv give up and i wil face any challenges tats gona come..im proud to b ur gf and i would like to be ur wife and hopefully ur child's mother..i nv wana turn back tyme becoz i wana go ahead in lyfe with my one n only hubbie..we've sucessfully go thru this world for 2yrs plus..and i nv regret a single moment i had wif u..i love u bie..i really do..and i will always do..

2 kisses at ur cheeks (muwahss muwahss), 2 kisses at ur eyes (muwahs muwahs)..1 kiss at ur forehead (muwahs) and last but nt least 1 kiss at ur small but swit LIPS..MUWAHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

Love is blind -- marriage is the eye-opener

No man is truly married until he understands every word his wife is NOT saying

When a woman steals your husband, there is no better revenge than to let her keep him

A man is incomplete until he is married. After that, he is finished

If love is the answer, could you rephrase the question?

Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion.

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back

If you love something, set it free; if it comes backs it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was

Beginnings are scary. Endings are usually sad, but it's the middle that counts the most.

Who do you run to when the only person who can make you stop crying, is exactly the one who is making you cry?

phew! had a gr8 dae on ndp! well we just spend de day at our usual hotel..hahahaaa watch ndp, eat our meals and romance!! wuuu!! hahahaaa shah was happie about dis yr ndp coz of his MP command contributed in de mass display peformance!! he was so proud because he serve his NS as MP..hahhaaa wth..by de ndp ended, my darling shah went to dreamland alrd..damnn!! hahaaa..so i watched OMG one moment of glory alone..OMG was a gr8 show, very talented contenders..i like it!..

today.... we went to tpayoh and eat lunch with my mom..den we went to survey and buy a new rice cooker for my house..aft tat, my dad came and fetch my mom, den both of us back to junction8 and play ARCADE!! hahaaaa bie wasted so much money on arcade for diz month alrd..hahahaa!! but we had fun..

tomorrow my lil bro goin to KK hospital for appointment and my mom goin Tan Tock Seng for appointment too..LOL!!! at de same time and day but different location..haixxx!!..i will accompany my bro first den proceed to accompany my mom..shah wana follow but his workin shift make it difficult for hym..hes tryin so hard to make it possible to join mie for de appointments..awww! hes nt officially in my fam yet but he do so many tings to show that he realli wants to b a part of my family..weee!! hes making mie so touched...i love u to de max...

Had a bloody nightmare just now.. Its about my lil bro teacher who secretly kills students frm his class.. i saw his teacher murdered a girl and she wants to kill my bro next..but the nightmare switch into a dream about Shah scratch a lucky draw and he won a 3rd prize with the winning num 0521..he was so hapy that he showed mie with great excitement..but i saw the num was 0520, he denied and scratch the whole lucky draw and hes right. The num was 0521..

Aft that nightmare, i called Shah and tel hym bout it..He was surprised that i dreamed 4 numbers wich excite hym to buy 4D..i didnt mind bout tat so i told him tat i wil mit hym coz i nid hym to accompany mie to print some photos at J8..my mom cooked Mee Goreng for my breakfast and i seperate a big portion for Shah..

Wen i mit hym, i gave hym the Mee Goreng..he was surprised becoz he didnt knw that i would bring mom's cooking for hym..he was so happily eating and i watched..he reali loves my mom's cooking..he knows tat i haven learn to cook my mom's dishes yet but he dun wana force mie..he sae if i dun wana learn, he wil learn instead thus he cn cook for both of us wen we get married..AWWWW...

Then we went to buy KOI bubble tea coz Shah wants to try..he's curious about the reason why KOI is so popular and special??..hahahaa bie bie, u nie suke try everitin..hehehee..den he brought mie to the 4D shop, bought the numbers tat i dreamed and some scratch and win tickets..we scratched and didnt win..hahhaaa..so we haf to wait tml for the 4D results..hmmmm...

Aft al that, he sent mie home..i had nth to do..i was hungry but i dun wana eat..coz i wan to eat onli one meal a day to lose some weight..thus i lay on my sofa and watch THE MATRIX at Ch 5..finally i understood the matrix movies aft so long it was released..hahahaaa..nt reali into action movies...

SUDDENLY...aft the movie, at 12midnite, i felt itchy at my wrist..deres a few red spots..i tot was mosquito bites so i ignore..aft awhile, more red spots at both of my arms..the itch gone worse and i couldnt stand it..i called Shah and inform hym..he was so shocked and werried that he told mie to quickly take a shower and apply powder..i did as he told mie so but it doesnt work and instead it gone worse!!! now al parts of my body had loads of red spots.. its RASHES!!! i dun haf ani allergy and i didnt eat anitin much coz im on diet..den what the FUCK cause mie to get rashes?!!! i applied medication oil and all but it doesnt work..aft 4hrs of sufferin, i decided to try eating panadol, and thank god it helps to lessen the rashes...phew..Shah felt aslp and didnt accompany mie during the 4hrs of pain..but i understnd him coz he haven slp for 2daes..but he picked de fon wen i called at 5am..i told hym tat im feeling beta alrd..he was relieved..=)..and he says he wil tok to mie while he work lata..=D

Now i tink he shld be awake for work alrd..hes workin mornin shift todae tat start at 7am til 3pm..haix..i know he stil dun haf enough rest and he haf to work..aft work he might mit mie to collect the photos..so kind of hym..ok den im goin to cal hym to check whether hes on his way to work alrd or not..bubye..

THE BEGINNING

I've decided to do this blog to express whatever i need bout him, MOHD. SHAHLIHIN, my Hubbie. I dunno why suddenly i just had this feeling that i wanna write out my love for him suddenly. Awww...

HIS INTRODUCTION

If you wanna know, i've been in love with Shah since 01 May 2008. The day that we start everything till today. OK lets start the intro... Shah is 23 this 12 Oct and he lived at Tamp. Graduated Higher Nitec in Electrical in Engineering. Then ended his NS as Military Police (Army) in 2009. Now currently he's working full time as CSO in SMRT Corporation.
Thats all for his intro and i dun wana drag his profile any longer. I'll share with you about what we did and what i wana remember about him. Starting after this post and pls kip this blog a secret frm Shah pls.. I dun wana know that i made this blog unless he found out himself.. Hahaaa.. Enjoy!